I really caint say,I havent seen him in years but people I know,know who he was and it's just to embarrising to admit.My best friend's know,but they will take the information to the grave.

Got a secret
can you keep it
swear this one you'll save
better lock it in your pocket
taking this one to the grave...


   

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My spiritual wellbeing,my faith,my savoir and everything connected I suppose.If you haven't already guessed im a born again (very important those two words) Christian,and ive slipped so far behind in my race-or rather walk at the moment-with God,and im just starting to realise how much.A few months ago the pastor at are church started talking about willingness,and how much more willing we all wear X amouth of year's ago.And its unbelievable who right she is(or rather God,who obviously is always right) im a 17 year old girl and three years ago I was more willing,more dedicated God.I was seeking him everyday,my heart was focused on him.I dont know how to explain it.It was an amazing feeling.And at some point I started slipping and I knew I was slipping and my flesh was starting to concur,not in ways that many people think was bad but it was,instead of thinking I should really read my bible now I haven't had a good time with God in a while I was think 'meh it can wait till tomorrow' and tomorrow became the next day,and the next,and the next and so on.Untill they basically just stopped.Occasinaly I would pick up the bible,have a prayer time,but nothing was happening.How could it I was giving God a few minutes out of every week-not including young people's meeting and Sunday church meeting-I didn't make him feel welcome,he had no space to work in my life.The flesh basically had made itself the head and pushed my sprit down but it was still there that voice in the back of my head screaming out for God needing to be refreashed.And all that oddly enough came crashing down on me,when we where taking communion.My body is supposed to be the temple of the holy spirt,im supposed to be filled with overflowing with him.And so many other things became apparent and if I go on this blog will never end.

So that's what ive taken for granted,and thats what I am going to change in my life.Im going to get back to that place I was three years ago.

Jess
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